...: Terrified (Of Myself)

I break my back

turning out of proportion, what I can’t see

Choices made out of love or fear?

But, it’s pleasant when I can unwind

I’m terrified, (terrified) of myself

I’m terrified (terrified) but I couldn’t ever see that well

I feel the same, with an aged soul

we live in these bodies, older bags we grow

Our bones, our souls,

our hearts entwined

But I’m terrified (terrified) of myself

I’m terrified (terrified) but I couldn’t ever see that well

But take these breaths that I’ve yet to breathe,

and I’ll be just fine (x2)

But I’m terrified (terrified) of myself

I’m terrified (terrified) but I couldn’t ever see that well

(circa 2013)

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