wrapping up the colors in my mind when I have a hard time staying awake
trying to stay in the surface of the faults I don't want to fall into
because I can't help but to reminisce in the memories of what feels like today
it's colliding into one moment and I feel like I'm having a hard time separating from those selves
leaving a part of me behind
in order to greet the day from the self of now
I can't change
won't change
don't want to change what I am now
but interesting to feel empty in a place i thought would be filled
with time
I am coasting
listening to my heart and getting lost in the colors
wanting to be me
where am I
I'm not here
I'm not here
I'm not here
I'm in my head
swimming in colors of burgundy red
emerald green
where am I seen
what changes can I make to bring about something new
where am i
where am i
where am I
I don't want to feel lost,
I'm working in inches
grasping to feet
miles
because I am here
but I'm not here
I'm swimming into shades of blue
asleep
autopilot
getting swirled and tired and leading out to where?
I can't help but feel silly
in my selfishness
its reoccurring,
i'm not acquainted
it's aged,
I'm aged
I'm aged
lifting up spirits, that aren't familiar
i'm hoping to bless upward
there's something there
I can see it
in blinding white
it's beckoning in hopefulness
I want to keep ptimism for that
to find it out again
where I am
I am here
I exist
ME
Me
me
mE
it's me
