Give it a Rest.

Summer is too lonely.

Fallon and Ameerah have been over a lot, and I have been actively doing things. But it still just feels so lonely.

I haven't had the chance to sleep in my own bed yet. I've been sleeping on floors, in sleeping bags, or a mattress unknown to my shape. And I think my futon misses my lengthy sprawled body on it to keep it company.

I think my floor misses me laying on it to pass time. I think my drawers miss being shuffled through. I think my blinds miss being opened and closed, I think my mirror misses my face.

"Hello face, have you come to look at me again and see your beauty?"

No, Not really.

I'm being unfair to myself truthfully, I haven't yet rested and let my body adjust and be lonesome for a bit.

I think I'm trying to conceal the fact that if I keep my mind busy with company, and if I don't pay attention to my heart, that everything will be okay.

How unfair, you're not being very kind to yourself.

Just take a break.

OKAY?

I'm merely a lonely soul just waiting for my other half to come make me whole.

Why is that supposed to make me feel better?

Doesn't that just sound stupid?

I should be content with myself right?

Yeah..... I'm not really.

I'm only dreaming, I wish I could wake up.

I.

Take.

A.

Deep.

Breathe.

And.

Exhale.

But.

Sadly.

I've.

Got.

The.

Mindset.

Of.

That.

Who.

Is.

So.

Needy.

I don't have much creative juices flowing. None of these words that I pour out sound too poetic.

But I'm so inspired.

Adam Young, please share with me how you stay optimistic?

You are the most influential person I think I've ever heard of.

Owl City.

Is my favorite band in the World.